It's My Life and My Journey: "Harmony Of Life"

Harmony Blog

I'm writing the story of My life one moment at a time.

I love my past. I love my present. I'm not ashamed of what I've had, and I'm not sad because I have it no longer.

I think somehow I learn who I really am and then live with that decision.

If my doctor told me I had only six minutes to live, I wouldn't brood. I'd type a little faster.

In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on

My goals are the road maps that guide me and show me what is possible for my life.

My life is a gift from the Creator. My gift back to the Creator is what I do with My life.


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Tuesday 23 December 2008

Happy Holidays!

Hey all,,,

I know, I know i haven't been writing blog for a while,, but you aint here the end of me for sure..;)
anyway, anyhow, This post is just wishing you all a happy holidays from me, because ma university is a catholic university, I have holidays fo a month and because some of my friends are celebrating Christmas, I would like to say Merry Christmas to ma lovely friends out there...

And for all of you, I wish you have a very Happy New Year, let us all welcome 2009 baby!! lol
My next post will be next year, as im pretty sure i dont have time to write, coz tomorrow i will be leaving Bandung to Yogyakarta (really wish it could be Bali though) for couples of days, so i might not be online in YM or opening my facebook for a couples of days (wow, rekor dunia lol)...

One again happy Holidays people!!!

Monday 15 December 2008

Long Time

Hadoh,, udah lama sekali gw ga blogging,, sorry guys it seems that ive been busy lately (always ana excuse!! lol) iyalah, ga sibuk gimana coba, minggu ini kan UAS jd gw harus mempersiapkan diri dan semoga mendapatkan nilai GPA yang memuaskan yang bisa membuat daddyku berkata "bapak bangga sama kamu nak!!" wakakakakakakakakak, amin all the way and mohon doanya dari temen2 semua,,,,

berhubung minggu ini adalah minggu terakhir kuliah sebelum libur yang amat sanagat panjang, gw jadi bingung ntar liburan kemana ya?? ada referensi ga?? masa gw ngelumut, ngebangke, nyampah dirumah selama sebulan. Please deh!! ga level.. (wakakakakakak)...

although, yang pasti ntar tanggal 25 December ada arisan keluarga di Yogyakarta, sebenarnya sih lebih ke kumpul2 keluarga, bayangin bapakku 12 bersaudara, jadi bisa kebayangkan sepupu yang gw miliki, bisa bikin kelompok army tuh....

and sekarang, gw bukannya ngapalin buat MBM, malah ngeblog dan dikit2 baca TUNNELS, yang btw bagus banget bukunya, bener sebagai gantinya Harry Potter yang ditunggu2 filmnya belum keluar juga hingga sekarang.....

kalo ada saran liburan kasih tau gw ya,,,,,,

Tuesday 9 December 2008

Statistika Sosial VS Twilight

OK, hari ini, sudah dimulai dan sudah berlalu. Gw ceritanya baru beres ujian akhir semester mata kuliah Statistika Sosial yang btw sampai sekarang gw masih bingung kenapa anak HI belajar Statistika!!!!!

Anyway, karena nilai UTS gw jeblok, a.k.a so baddd!!! I have to do this exam really well, kalau ga pengen ngulang (amit2)...

Dan ternyata oh ternyata, Hampir semua jawaban gw dan temen gw beda!! ohh mudah2an yang gw yang bener!! wakakakakak..... sudah stress ga karuan, kami berenam (gw, connie, anas, gita, pricil and Mira) decided to watch TWILIGHT!!!! one word OMG, wait thats three words!!

You guys should watch it, and by the end of the movie im pretty sure all the girls will be in love with Robert Pattinson.. Sure he's yummy, but im more in love with his actions rather than his looks!! lol!! oh he is so gentleman, that what a perfect man should do!!!

Thursday 27 November 2008

Masih Ingin Bersenang-senang....

Kenapa ya, sebelom mau ujian, serasa belom siap untuk di hadapi,, padahal ujian adalah hal penting untuk mendapatkan GPA yang bagus, dan sekarang gw masih utang GPA bagus untuk bokap Gw...

Oh ya, sebelom mulai merocos ga jelas, gw mau ngucapin Happy Birthday buat Nadia, tersayang... Nadia umurmu dah 20 tahun jangan kelojotan kalo deket kecengan.. hehehehehe piss, girl dan lo mesti berterimakasih kepada KBK (kelompok Bermain Kodok) yang dipimpin oleh Soraya sebagai ketua dan Tety sebagai wakil ketua!!

kemaren tanggal 6, gw dan KBK pergi ke acara Temu Akrab Hubungan Internasional yang dibuat oleh angkatan 2008. dari kampus jam 6 sore, balik2 jam 2.30 dini hari, pulang nginep dikosan connie dan kita yang bukanny tidur masih ngobrol setengah jam, baru pergi ke alam mimpi dan bangun2 jam 11.. hehehehehe kalo nyokap gw tau, pasti udah dimarahin...

Dalam acara T.A.H.I ada yang namanya slow dabce, dan maaf pada KBK gw ga bisa slow dance bareng kalian semua,, wkwkwk (tau ndirilah ya!!) trus ada acara band2 gt,, ah seneng banget ikutan acara seperti itu sebagai penikmat, bukan panitia!!

dan hari Selasa besok, ujian akhir semester dimulai dan gw masih blom siap!! semoga pas Hari H, gw siap.. amin!!!!

Akhirnya!!

Sorry guys, i havent been updating my blog for awhile.. been busy with this stupid paper!! and other social things in UNI..

Last Saturday adalah acara Pratice in Diplomacy, for angkatan 2005, gw sebagai angkatan bawah menjadi panitia yang menyelenggarakan dan capeknya minta ampun.. gw ga bisa posting foto2nya disini, if anyone wants to see it, please check out ma facebook!!

dan senen kemaren acara suka suka night yang diselenggarakan oleh angkatan 2008, gw dateng dunk, karena gw sebagai mentor harus menyediakan tarian yang heboh, and again pics can be seen on ma facebook.

Dan hari ini, gw akhirnya menyelesaikan tugas KPI gw. dan temanya adalah 'Pandangan FPI dan Alqaeda dalam Membela Islam' berat ga sih??? lolol.. tadinya gw mau bikin FPI dan Taliban,, tetapi karena tidak menemukan buku tentang Taliban, akhirnya gw membuat tentang Alqaeda.

Hari ini gw bener2 yang namanya tancap gas, Berhubung hari ini gw libur ga ada kuliah, jadinya dari jam 8 pagi sampai jam 5 sore gw tancap gas dengan paper KPI, dan hasilnya beres 11 halaman, dengan 3300 kata (min 3000, maks 3300) dan footnote segala.. gw seneng banget, soalnya itu tugas terakhir sebelum UAS.. moga dapet nilai bagus, amin!!!

eh tunggu, masih ada tugas FILIL!! OMG, GW LUPA!! argggghhhhhh, balik lagi ke stress mode nih.. huehuehue

ya sudah gw off dulu ya,, mau istirahat, jari gw pegel bgt abis KPI!!

bye2

love,, Goddess!!

Tuesday 18 November 2008

Tugas dan Tugas!!

OMG!!!! kenapa setiap menjelang ujian akhir pasti tugas udah numpuk kaya gunung. Saking numpuknya, gw hanya bisa melototin aja sambil berharap tugas selesai dengan sendirinya. Dosen - Dosen tuh kayaknya seneng banget ya bikin mahasiswanya menderita MySpace.

Anyway, today i just Found out that tugas KPI deadlinenya tanggal 2 Desember, gimana nggak stress coba!! apalagi stuktur paper yang diinginkan dosen baru disampaikan hari ini!! MySpace Oh no!! gimana nasib,,, Gw sendiri aja masih bingung mau buat tema apa. tugasnya emang disuruh bikin perbandingan antara kekuatan Politik yang ada di Indonesia dengan kekuatan Politik luar negeri. Contoh: perbandingan Partai Demokrat di Indonesia dengan Partai Demokrat di U.S.

Masalahnya terletak pada 'Tema apa yang akan gw ambil?' Pada paper pertama gw mengambil tema tentang Front Pembela Islam dan gw udah punya beberapa buku tentang Islam di Indonesia dan tentang FPInya itu sendiri. Tetapi, oh tetapi gw bingung. Kalau gw ngambil FPI lagi, dengan apa gw bandingkan FPI? masa sama Al Qaeda atau Taliban??!???? MySpace teman, gw butuh inspirasi!!!!!!

BTW, gw jadi teringat sesuatu, Gw kan mahasiswa HI MySpace (ci ileh, nyombong gitu kesannya!!) , dan seharusnya blog gw itu berbobot tentang masalah internasional. tetapi kenapa pas gw check ulang blog gw, yang ada hanya tulisan-tulisan yang amat sangat tidak penting.. wakakakakakaka MySpace Gw harus mulai menulis blog dengan bobot yang keren dan yang bisa membuat semua orang berkata kepadaku "wah della, tulisan lo tentang masalah2 di internasional maupun dalam negeri keren sekali membuat kita2 jadi terpesona untuk masuk HI", and of course gw jadi bisa memberi inspirasi buat kalian semua MySpace.....

Thursday 13 November 2008

This Week!!

Hola Amigos,,,


Howz you people doing???? hope doing fine..


This week has been very colourfull to me.. many things happened, like ma marks for ma exam a month ago finally came out, annnnnnnnddddddd..... lets just say that if im not back for couples of days then you peeps need to dig me up from ma grave after ma dad murder me... ok thats a bit exagerating, but yeah that will happen to me if ma da found ma marks.... although the good news is not just me who gets the horrible marks, almost everyone got it.. well who cant blame us. afterall ma uni is famous for giving low marks to every student!!!



And then i thought, what could possibly cheer us up?? and then one of ma friend, suggested KAREOKE!!!!! so, yesterday after class, we went on our mission and we kareoke for two hours long!! ma voice was gone by then..




Those are examples of the pictures.. lol!! we went crazy....



Enaugh about kareoke, Yesterday or two days ago, a stranger walked up to me n said that i look like Cinta Laura!!! ok that was the 11th person (thats rite, i counted) that said i look like cinta laura!!!! and i still dont se where!! to try n find out, i took a bunch of pics, well, the planned was to find which part of ma face that look like cinlau. But then i become narcis wiv the camera lol. altough i found one, on ma mom's opinion the pic that loook a little bit like cinta laura (i dont think so though).


Wot do u think? No, rite..

Today, my sister n I went to vertex to buy dvd, our planned was to buy America's Next Top Model, but its not out yet, so we looked around for a bit. and then i found Little Women!!! finnally, ive benn lokking for it for ages, and ive got it now. As you know, little women is one of ma fav book ever. If u havent read it i reccomend that u read it now, u wont be dissapointed!! if you dont have the book, then ill be gladly to give you the links where you can go and read it by online. http://www.gutenberg.org/catalog/world/readfile?fk_files=908428 andhttp://www.readbookonline.net/title/93/ i prefer the second one....

well thats all folks, more news later!!

Ps: as im a nice person, this is the website of private photos of harry potter cast!! some says that its a horrid things to put their private pictures, some says that its a good things. I let u guys decide!!! www.emma-watson-fans.net

Love,, Goddesss

Monday 10 November 2008

Late Blogging

Hola!!!


It's one am on a very not so warm night or morning in Bandung The shitfull yet lovely place i call home. anyway, me, The Della Munarto for the fourth nightalready couldnt sleep. I dunno what is wrong wiv me. Usually, on a normal day, i was already feeling comfy on ma own bed huggingby ma favourite teddy bear called syprus (dunno why i called him that!!) dreaming me dating the-so-handsome Sean Biggerstaff (ok, that's a bit exaggerating) but the point is i usually already slept by 11 and even most time by 9. lol!!

And now here i am typing away on ma computer, nobody here wiv me and ma dad's snores as a company. before typing this, i was surfing through bebo.com and was looking for some pictures from Harry Potter. Anddddddddddddd........................

What would it be if Draco and Hermione together???!!! WAS I SHOCKED????!! no.. the answer is no i wasnt shocked. if you are like me, and read fanfiction.net, you will be in love with this odd pairing. I know it sounds crazy, but oh is like the music NO DOUBT 'Underneath It All', salt and sugar, bitter and sweet, yea all the oppsite kinda things and it's not like it's hermione/snape pairing... Ewwww that's just gross!!. You'll get the idea, once you start reading fanfiction.net. anyway, busway, motorway, myway, i found really cute pics of them together. I know the pics are mad but who cares rite?? well, maybe emma and tom will!! lol

So Fake!! still cute though


This one almost Looking so real!!



Im not sure about this one, but i think is real!!

And also, I found two cut pics of Harry and Ginny.. Not ma fav couple but i love these two pics...


Cute innit????



And this one too also i like ginny's outfit and shoes!!!!! lol!!

That's all folks, more cute pics in bebo.com. check it all by yourself. oh some news i found the website where you can find the PRIVATE pics of The Harry Potter cast!!! should i tell you?????

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I'll think about it ;) ;)

love, Goddesss!!!!!!




Thursday 6 November 2008

Demam Obama!!

well, first thing first, I would like to congrate Barry Soetoro or as we all know the great Barrack Obama to become the very first Afo-American President of USA!! And also i would like to give ma very own simpathy to the great John McCain, he is a great senator and i really appreciate his lost speech.

As we all know, not just in America that really want Obama to win, i'm sure in any other world wants a change that Obama offered on his campaign. Especially Indonesia. I'm pretty sure more than half people supported Obama rather than McCain. Well, that understandable, Obama used to stayed in Indonesia when he was 6 year old. When his mother divorced Barrack Husein Obama senior and married to Lolo Soetoro and lived in Indonesia for about four years. Barrack even has a half sister called Maya Soetoro.

I'm guessing that is the main reason why Indonesian's people supported Barrack Obama, and that including me. Barrack or Barry (his nickname in Indonesia) when to school in SDN Menteng and from so many sources, Obama used to read Pancasila and sang Indonesia Raya, Indonesia anthem every Monday. But we have to know one thing, we cant depend that Barrack Obama elected to be the president can affect Indonesia. One thing for sure, Obama need so many years to fix his own country let alone think about Indonesia. And that another reason why Obama elected, American people believes that Obama is the man to change American from the failure of the President Bush. One of Obama promises is to pull out the army from Iraq ang using more soil energy rather that depending another country for oil. Even on his campaign he said that he will raise the tax for rich people, it did not make Obama less popular, He even won the vote in the state that many people beleives in Republican.

Well, let's hope that Obama will success becoming the 44th Prsident.

Go Obama Go!!!

Love,, Goddess

Monday 3 November 2008

Reflection on My Life

Why is life so frustrated?
Why can we just live the way it is?
or life has been written in a stone..

I dont know, sometimes i think life is so perfect for me
and then some other time life is just full of Sh*t.
either way, i must praise Allah SWT for giving me life that i would not want to switch.

Have to the perfect daughter for my parents..
Have to be the perfect sibling for my sisters..
Have to be the perfect friend fore my friends..
But i can't do that, because i'm just a human being who made mistakes through my life
And the good thing is they all understand me just the way i am.

So for my parents, I want to thank you, mum and dad for giving me the best 18 year of age, for loving, protecting, raising me with all your hearts..

For my sisters, i want to thank both of you for giving me the cozy, laughable home. stand by me through my happiness and sorrow...

For my friends, i want to thank you all for being there for me, laugh with me, cry with me, shopping with me, narcis with me lol, have fun with me, working with me, above all i wanna thank for being ma friends!!!

Life i have right now, i would not change it for anything in the world, cause the mistakes i made, it makes me the better person I am..




with love,
Andrillasari Vidella Astoeti Munarto

Friday 24 October 2008

GINTRE!!!

Hai kawan...

Akhirnya gintre sudah selesai juga,,, hmmm pasti banyak yang wondering GINTRE itu apa?? well, Gintre adalah singkatan dari Gathering and Introduction International Relations. Kegiatan ini adalah perkenalan kuliah jurusan Hubungan International kepada mahasiswa baru. Setiap tahun senior yang satu tahun diatas mahasiswa baru diwajibkan untuk menyelenggarakan acara ini. contohnya pada tahun ini, gw, sebagai angkatan 2007 wajib menyelenggarakan acara ini untuk anak - anak 2008 dan seterusnya. Dan kita peserta maupun panitia diwajibkan mengenakan pakaian kemeja, blazer, rok dan sepatu pantofel yang min hakny hrs 3 cm (buat cewe ini)!!!! parah banget, kaki gw besoknya pegel2, bayangin dari jam 4 subuh (oh ya panitia hrs ada di kampus jam 4 subuh) sampai jam 6 sore haru pakai high heels!!!!


Gintre itu sendiri acaranya adalah simulasi sidang PBB (United Nations) keren kan????? jadi mahasiswa baru dibagi kelompok. setiap kelompok terdiri dari 7 orang, dan kelompok tersebut pura-puranya sebagai perwakilan negara - negara bisa dibilang sebagai duta besar sebuah negara dan para panitia (2007) menjadi staff united nations.. keren abis ga tuh??? oh ya, setiap negara harus mempunyai 2 maskot yang membawa negara tersebut.

Gw yang job desknya Wadel (wakil delegasi) membantu anak2 gw, seperti mentor lah. dan gw kebagian menjadi wadel untuk negara Zimbabwe.. hahahahaha

sebenarnya gw merasa males banget jadi wadel zimbabwe, tetapi berhubung anak2 gw rame dan asyik2 jadi gw bangga bisa menjadi wadel mereka. dan maskot negara zimbabwe lucu,, burung kuning dan baju cowo asal zimbabwe... i miss them.....

in the end gintre ws so much fun!! berikut adalah kutipan beberapa foto!!





Gw dan wadel asal Saudu Arabia !!!




Gw dan anak2 gw..


Hidup Zimbabwe!!!



Para wadel sedang berisitirahat!!!



Love,, Goddesss

Having Fun

Hi guys!!

Finnaly my exams are over, end, dead!!!! yippe for me, now i can breathe easily without ma mum breathing down ma neck to study!! horeee... MySpace.


Last Thursday was ma BIHI Exam, and i was kinda feell optimis and Un-optimis (is that even a word?) about it. I have to summarise two article. sound easy? NOT! well, it's really confusing MySpace and worst of all i forgot to bring ma dictionary. MySpace


Anyway after that horrible exam, ma friends amd I are kinda gone crazy with narsism, that mean we took photos everywhere, when I say everywhere, i mean everywhere.



This one with a lot of people, guess which one is me




Connie, Hani, Me, Anash, Dini n bottom Soraya and Nadia



This one is in Cafetaria





This one in the Women toilet. lol






Look at us and the sign that says 'Gedung 3' that's our building!!


And today, we went to ciwalk, thats like a mall in Bandung.. and because ciwalk promoting Halloween there are lot of cute halloween things around AND we took another photos. lol!! MySpace




See the sign J.Co on it!!



OOO photo near a cofin (is that how to spell it?? i forgot




awww... look at me!!!!!



well, conclusion we should stop taking photos lol!!!

love,, Goddess

Ps: More photos can be seen on ma Facebook!!

Tuesday 21 October 2008

Oh My Exams Part 2

cilehhhh ada sambunganny nih mengenai UTS gw.... ckckckc!!

anyway busway, pada hari senin kemaren, gw ujian Media Budaya Masyarakat. Ok, kedengarannya gampang ya, tp jangan salah sangka..MySpace amit2 deh yang ada kepala mau pecah.. karena banyak sekali hafalan yang harus sudah tertanam dalam otak.

Pada hari minggunya, ato sehari sebelum ujian dimulai, gw belajar tuh MBM ampe jam 2 dini hari, MySpace salah gw ndiri sih bukannya belajar dari awal tp malah keasyikan ngenet.. MySpace. abis tergoda sih, dimana sudah mau buka buku, tetapi melihat komputer yang sedang nganggur.. hkhkhk!!!!!

Gw yang smsan ama soraya and nadia, bertanya apakah soal MBM bakal essay atau Pilihan ganda? dan mereka menjawab essay. so, kembaali lagi masuk dalam stressed mode MySpace gw berusaha ngafal mati ampe jam 2 dini hari.

Besoknya pas ujian ada yang bilang kalo sebenarny PG, makannya orang2 pada nyantai gitu. gw yang udah pengen nangis MySpace, pengen gebukin sesuatu MySpace, pengen teriak "oh kenapa ga ada yang bilang padaku kalau MBM itu pg" MySpace, tetapi dengan muka pasif gw hanya bisa bilang " oh iya ya?"

dan coba tebak apa yang terjadi berikutnya?? ternyata soalnya essay!!!! gw yang langsung ahhhhh belajar semaleman ga sia2 MySpace, however, setelah liat soalnya.. TAI banget!!!!!!!! hati langsung berubah, "tau gini PG aja..... "

Overall MBM antar bisa dan ga bisa, tp masih mending dibanding temen gw yang kayanya ga bisa ngerjain apa2...

Dan tadi, Gw ujian Hubungan Internasional Kawasan (HIK) dan ini bisa dibilang ujiang yang paling optimis yang pernah gw kerjain,, jadi mudah2an nilainya juga bagus.. AMIN!!! MySpace

Tadi siang Bandung panas banget MySpace bikin gw bete aja dan pusing kepala MySpace.. kalau begini gw jadi penegn complain, kemana Bandungku yang dulu begitu sejuk dan segar????

Kamis besok gw masih ada satu ujian lagi yaitu Bahasa Inggris Hubungan Internasional (BIHI). moga2 gw bisa ngerjainnya.. mohon doanya ya teman!!

love, Goddess.. kiss2 MySpace

Thursday 16 October 2008

Oh My Exams

Hello..

Ujian Tengah Semester ini sangatlah melelahkan. tiga mata kuliah sudah kujalankan dan tiga mata kuliah lagi akan kujalankan minggu depan.

Pada hari Senin tanggal 13 Oktober adalah ujian Statistika Sosial atau yang biasa kita sebut Stasos, Karena dosenku Aknolt Kristian Pakpahan a.k.a Bang Tian, maka ujian kelasku berbeda dengan orang lain. Ya ujian stastika apa yang mau dihafalkan?? paling rumus doang, dan ternyata ujianku berjalan lancar dan tenang Alhamdulilah!! keluar ujian dengan memasang tampang muka "ujian pasti dapat A" MySpace dan merasa kasian (dalam hati bangga dapet kelas yang gampang)MySpace melihat kelas lain kayaknya susssahh banget ujian statsosnya.. ckckckc!!!!

TETAPI, oh tetapi sampai dirumah, aq baru sadar, ternyat aq salah menaruh hasil jawaban kelas interval dan otomatis tabel yang aq buat salah semua. kyaaaaaa karma mulai dateng!!! udah gitu, Simpang bakunya ada data yang ketinggalan ttidAAAKKKK!!!!!MySpace KENAPA OH KENAPA??!!??? padahal kalo tidak salah nilai bobot pada tabel dan simpang baku 30% gyaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!

Masih dalam suasana berduka, aq mulai belajar buat Kekuatan Politik Indonesia (KPI), Hari Rabu tanggal 15 Oktober mulailah ujian yang bikin kepala pusing apalagi ujian jam setengah 3. ujian macam apa itu? sore - sore itu, waktu untuk tidur bersama guling kesayanganku......
aq belajar tuh KPI hampir begadang (yang ada belajar sambil tidur MySpace ) udah percaya diri gitu nggak akan ngulangi kesalahan kaya ujian statsos, BUT!!! setelah soal dibagikan..

diam dulu..

5 menit...

10 menit...

15 menit....

gyaaa dan ternyata baru nyadar kalau aq buang waktu 15 menit karena hafalan yang sudah tertanam dalam otak hilang, buyar, kebakar semua!!!!!! MySpace dan 1 setengah jam kemudian....... kepala kaya mau pecah..



Dan hari ini tidaklah berbeda, ujian Filsafat Ilmu sangatlah membingungkan, padahal paginya gw belajar dengan sungguh eh ralat, belajar sambil nyatokin rambut (ujian jam setengah satu), udah percaya diri juga dan ternyata,,,,,,,



Bahan yang gw pikir nggak akan keluar di ujian, KELUAR 2 NOMER!!!!!!!! MySpace gw yang udah pasrah nggak tau mesti ngapain lagi.... akhirnya jawab seadanya dan berdoa semoga dosen ini tidak pelit nilai dan medapat keajaiban bahwa apa yang gw tulis benar semua.. AMIN!!!!!! MySpace

Good Newsnya, besok, sabtu dan minggu gw libur!!!!!!!! hore, hore, hore,MySpace dan libur tiga hari itu ( dua hari deng, minggu mulai belajar kembali!!) akan aq pakai untuk TIDUR!!!!!!!!! MySpace



Akhir kata, mudah2an sisa ujian gw bisa lebih baik dan semoga teman teman tidak mengalami yang gw alami... kalo dipikir-pikir ini kayanya karma karena statsos kemaren.... kyaaaaa!!!!!!